Welcome back, my beautiful Chime, to Diary of a Bipolar Pixie. This is going to be a pretty short post because, if you hadn’t noticed, I’ve been kind of slacking in the whole writing department.
Since I last wrote a post, a lot has happened and changed, and fucked me up all over again. If you thought I was done flip flopping with my decision to move out, you were wrong. I have flipped again, and it looks like I’m not moving out of my parents house this summer. Mom and I had a massive fight where we called each other names and blamed each other for all of our issues and in the end, I decided I was too exhausted to keep fighting her, and if I moved out, I’d only have another massive fight that mentally I don’t think I can handle.
After the fight, I decided to make a request of my parents. See, I have been wanting my own dog for as long as I can remember. It’s become an obsession of knowing exactly how to raise a dog, what’s the food, how to train a dog. I even have done research into which breeds would be best for me and the possibility of training them to be almost my service dog. I say almost because my bipolar disorder isn’t bad enough to be a disability, but I do think having a dog that is trained to assist me would be very beneficial to me.
I made the request to my parents to let me get a dog while I’m living in their house. After a little more discussion, they agreed that I could get a dog… after Leppy moves out in August. My parents don’t want anymore dogs in the house right now, we already have four, but when Leppy moves out, she’s taking her dog with her. This leaves an opening for me to get my own dog. Good news, eventually I get a dog, bad news I have to stay home, and I have to wait another two and a half to three months before I can actually get one.
I’m also working full time now. Which is why I haven’t been keeping up on writing lately. I usually can only write while I’m at school, but since it’s summer, I don’t have any classes, and I spend most of my time working, and if I wrote while I was at home, I’d get questioned by my parents. Too many questions that could lead to fights that would annoy me. So, I’m taking time out of my lunch to write this and hopefully catch up on a few other posts.
Like I said, this is a short one. If you want to stay updated, or want to give me motivation to keep writing, I appreciate donations and subscriptions. Neither are necessary to read my main blog posts, but I have been writing a post just for the subscribers. With my current situation, I have no idea when that will be out, but I’ll do my best.
Until next time, fly high, Chimers!
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